Yup...it happened people....I got to sit down and read pages and pages about when I'm going home MARCH 22ND. How to pack my bags, what and what not to do, write your testimony, send in this, do this do that, but also this.....it was a really emotional week. One minute I'd be super happy about the day and then the next minute
someone would remind me about my "expiration date" and I would get so sad and cry!!! Ugh...it's literally the worst! I have felt like Heavenly Father is testing me. We have no one to teach right now. None. It's like I'm being re-trained. I have to start from the beginning (door approaches, study, prayers, teaching....) and try to adjust some of the things I did in Kelowna because it doesn't work here in Port Moody. I'm having a mini identity crisis. What kind of missionary am I???? I want to make sure I become the best missionary I can be by the time I leave....am I even close???? THERE IS SO MUCH TO THINK ABOUT!!! So I've been having this internal battle, but on Wednesday we had Zone Conference with President and Sister Burt and it was such a big answer to my prayers! President's opening remarks answered all of the questions I had come prepared with!!!! It was amazing!!! The whole Zone Conference was about how we can better testify of Jesus Christ and focus on our missionary purpose! The whole meeting I just kept thinking...do I have a powerful enough testimony??? We all kind of think that at one time in our lives...or maybe multiple times...do we really have a testimony???? I was worrying about this, then Sweet Sister Macaso one of my past companions commented and brought up an experience we had in Surrey where she felt the Spirit so strong from my testimony of Jesus Christ our Savior. During this
experience I almost passed out on the door step because I was so exhausted from bearing my testimony of the Savior. It was such a powerful moment in my mission that I am so glad she brought up! I remember talking to those Bible Bashers! (I think I called them Mormon Doctrine Slayers in my journal hahahah) I remember they were attacking all aspects of the gospel and I, with literally all the energy of my heart, mind, might and strength, and soul, testified that I knew this was true and that Christ was the center of my life and of God's plan. All those emotions came rushing back as Sister Macaso talked about it in Zone Conference and how that built her testimony at that time and has stuck with her. It was a tender mercy and answered my question and silenced my doubting about whether I had a good testimony or not. I cried because the Spirit was so strong. The Spirit was confirming Heavenly Father's love for me and my testimony :) At the end of Zone Conference President stood up and asked Me, Sister Graver and Sister Yang to give our testimonies. This is a "mission tradition" in our last meetings we give our testimony. I was really grateful for this opportunity because I had just had my testimony validated by the Spirit and now I had the opportunity to share it...now....whether that
testimony was audible or not.....I'm not entirely sure...I was A WRECK!!!!!!!!!!!! I CRIED LIKE CRAZY!!!!!!! MY MISSION HAS MEANT SO MUCH TO ME!!!!! JUST THINKING ABOUT LEAVING IS REALLY HEART BREAKING. I tried so hard to get some good words out. One of the Elders said, "Thanks for being real." Hopefully that's a good thing! hahahahah Anyway, we had some great lessons this week with members!!! Because we don't have anyone to teach we are practicing with our members. We learned at Zone Conference how to use silence in our lessons and let me tell you it's super powerful!!!!!!! Saturday was walking day and I'm pretty sure I walked up every hill in Coquitlam ahahahhaha OUR LEGS HURT SO BAD WE COULDN'T EVEN GET OUR LEGS IN THE CAR AT THE END OF THE DAY!!!! HAHAHHA I ALMOST FELL DOWN THE HILL BACKWARDS BECAUSE THE HILL WAS SO STEEP HHHAHAHAHAHHA Sunday is wonderful as always :) Yesterday we were working because today (Tuesday) we are going to the temple!! We stopped by our potentials John and Donna an old couple that said we could come back. They invited us in and we chatted and they were telling
us about their family. Donna said that her son lives in West Kelowna and he has adopted 8...yup 8...kids from Haiti!!!! Most of them have special needs! Bless his heart! As she spoke it sounded familiar to me. The Spirit brought to my remembrance a family I tracted into before. Then John grabbed a photo from the mantle. I took one look and I recognized one of the daughters Kendall who is severely handicapped. I immediately said I KNOW THEM!!!! When I was with Sister Hoffman and Sister Steele we were tracting in West Bank (I only tracted about 3 streets in West Bank while I was with them) and we knocked on the door of this family and talked with them for quite a while! The daughter Kendall is a teenager and can't walk. When we were at the door she crawled out of her room so she could see us!!!! I TOLD JOHN AND DONNA ABOUT IT AND WE BOTH WERE AMAZED!!!!!!!!!!!! It was so cool!!! What are the chances!!!!!!! We taught John and Donna the Restoration but they weren't interested :( but it was good! I got to testify of Christ :) Here's another miracle! So my mom has been doing a lot of genealogy since I've been gone and almost every place I go she finds someone that is related to me that lives there! Well she found a man who lives here in Port Moody!!! I talked to President Burt
and got permission to meet him and his family!!! SOOOOO...... I called him last night. What in the world do I say! "Hi this is Sister Peterson....I'm a missionary here in Port Moody...we're related....somehow...uh..." Well that's basically how it went hahahaha He said, "OH YES! YOUR MOM TALKED TO ME!!" So we set up a time for TONIGHT to meet and talk about our family and stuff!!!! SUPER COOL!!!!! It will be him, his wife, and hopefully his daughter!!! I'm so excited!!!! What are the chances that I would live 10 min away from a long lost relative!!! Heavenly Father definitely works in mysterious ways! I know that he is guiding each one of my footsteps these last weeks! He is crafting me into the missionary I need to be and the person I need to be for the rest of my life. I know lots of blessings are going to come. All my blessings come as tender mercies....so I'm just here in Port Moody...trying my best to work my very hardest...testifying of Jesus Christ...and having fun...waiting for those blessings to come!! I know they will!!! Today we were able to go to the temple! That was a big blessing!!!!! I haven't been in almost a year and a half!! I saw some members in the temple that I knew!! It was great!!!! I received so much revelation today!!! About school, life after mission, and what I need to do these last few weeks to make it the best!!!
Love you all so much!!!
Things are going so good!!!
Love,
Sister Peterson